Today, I've been through hard times. Thinking about a lot of things that had happened in my life. I've learn from mistakes. Past time was a nightmare. I really wish I can become a good wife to you when we met. I don't know why, but I've been thinking of you lately. I don't know who you are. I don't know where you come from either, but i admit that today in Zuhr prayer, when I kneel down, prostrating towards Allah, I missed you.
You knocked the door of my heart even before we know each other. I know that you always wanted a good wife. Know that I'm always good in everything I do. I'm fine. And know that, when I saw a little boy or a girl pass by, it reminds me of you. I really wish that you're already here with me. The ones that would never disappoints people around you especially me. Remember, you were never left behind in my prayers. All i know is you are the one who's gonna guide me to the place I've been adore, for us to live together endlessly.
So much more I wanna tell you which I couldn't state here.
Find me, is what I'm hoping from you.
I'm sorry if what I did before I met you, leaves you hard feelings,
I'm sorry if I leave you first before we can be together in this world.
But what I can promise you today, is the best of me.
Love, Hope.
