I used to watch you from far
I used to peep so you wont know
I used to see your smile
I used to adore the way you stay low
I used to watch how you walk
I used to hear every word you say
I used to understand every sentence you tell
I used to remember every single thing about you
I'm used to being ignored
I'm used to being unknown
I'm used to being unimportant
As long as I can tell them,
I used to learn everything about you..
Aku tak perlu menatang kasih jika dibawahnya hanya sebutir mutiara dunia,
Aku tak perlu menatang rindu jika dicelahnya hanya secebis sutera,
Aku mencari yang satu yang sejak azali lahir dalam jiwa,
Aku mencari yang kekal, dapat ku bawa ke syurga.
-diena-sahaja-
It's Nov 14th again
Smarter brain
Mature thoughts
Older age
Weaker EQ
Deeper facial lines
No smile. Too much lost.
While youth is accompanied by challenges
That nobody can keep up with.
Im strong.. Stronger that i can kill myself
This time its different that I... Celebrated this day with blood running down my wrist, elbow.. And broken pieces of my heart.
Marry me while im still in good shape.. Marry me while my smile still blooms, marry me before wrinkles starts to show. marry me before weakness takes me over, Marry me while most of my heart is filled with you.
It's Monday again. Like usual. Like other Mondays in the past weeks. Somehow... The atmosphere is i little bit different.
I woke up from a dream that telling me it's already seven. And, electricity has been cut off since last night unable me to do my clothes as in ironing.
Family's cat gave birth yesterday. But by operation because the baby is too big. One died, left this two beautiful babies. Welcome to our world. :')
The wind should go the way I recognize
But it does not anymore.
Warm tears
Those fears
I'm no longer the one you called love.
