I've been a sober lately. sick, maybe. tired, dizzy, I'm not happy. Upset, perhaps. When I look back into my folders in my laptop. Picture folders to be exact. It reminds me of having few cool friends. Friends which you hang around together in school, have some random chats and have some fool time around. Its fun, really. How I realize, now, is different. Very different. i didn't mean that I miss school. its just that, how we all change after we graduated. some of them is still the same- they still visit the school for events, make friends with the juniors. well, i think im too busy with that. erm, maybe i don't really know how to make friends or socialize with people who don't really connected with my current living. I'm studying way far from my hometown where i grown up. That is why i left here with just few of friends which most of them I cant really remember their names. faces? no problem. haha.
Think back how I lived my days when im still in high school, I think it is more fun than now. now a days, i don't really wanna hang around in the shopping mall or spent my free time in cinemas. all I want is a peace environment. I've been dealing with all those hectic seconds. now I need truck loads of vacation where pillow and blanket is worth-full enough.
Someone, please buy me a new life. :/
Thinking of my future husband.
Could be, you're not that far.
Love, Hope.
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