12 July 2023

My past wasn't that bright

My past wasn't that bright. I came from a broken family. growing up wasn't sure what was my mistakes during my childhood. I've failed too many papers like it was my norms. Being betrayed by too many friends I couldn't remember if any of them were even my friends. One day, thinking. "Oh! it is time for me to live on my own." After all of those misery haunting my sleepless nights. 

I've taken the new path. Make my own new journey but, still didn't know who I really am.

Unlike Jeff. He's perfect. Live with his two loving parents. He got to live abroad. See the colosseum. Touched Paris. Met the Americans. Breathe the air of the United Kingdom while he was just still a child. He passed in all his papers while growing up on his motherland. Walked his path from one to another. Didn't bother if he might lost in the journey as if he always have a compass of his own. 

Until he met me.

While I am still figuring out who I want to be. What do I want to become. Will the past come haunts me again. 

The future is unknown. But all I know is, I want to be with you. The only friend I need to bring towards all the journey I have to make. The only person whom I choose to be with and see my whole. Life can be so cruel, but as long as you're here I know I will be fine.


Love, me.

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